wrapping things up for eleven two

okay i got about a trillionmillionbillion things to talk about. but im just gonna wrap things up.

last week, our class, 11.2 went on a farewell trip to ancol. saturday, we arrived @ school at about 8pm, and arrived at dufan at 10pm maybe? i kinda forgot. anyways, there was many firsts at dufan there, it was the first time many of us rode tornado (not me though, i've tasted dufan inside and out :p) oh and we watched the x-men stuntmen show. and there was pyrotechnics. i didnt expect any explosions since it was indoors. cool. overall rating: 8/10. surprisingly, dufan wasn't too crowded that day!

we rode most of the rides at about 4pm, and we busted out to head to putri duyung cottages. some of us walked, and some of us got in a car. at the cottage, we watched TAKE ME OUT INDONESIA -_- but it's fun when you watching it with 18 people :D then there was the soccer match between germany-russia. here, you can see the difference between guys and girls. the guys were like "dang dude, podolski's pass was friggin' awesome" and the girls were like "OHMYGOOD HE IS SOOOO CUTEE!!" we are teenagers. and we love junk food. loads of it. so we end up with 6 or 5 (?) i kinda forgot how many large pizzas we had in 15 minutes. yes. that is what we call "lebay". but no. we literally finished all those pizzas in about 15 minutes.

i did not sleep. there was too many mosquitoes, and some of the guys were playing Winning Eleven all night with super loud ipod music. jeez. so me, tiff, domi, teh, and amo went outside and took a walk until 5am -_- back in, we finally got some sleep. for about 1 hour only. for our breakfast, the girls took the coupons and ate BUFFET. A FRIGGIN BUFFET WHILE THE BOYS ONLY HAD UNDERCOOKED POP MIE (yes, undercooked. some of it was still crunchy. dang.)

on my way home, i realized. I LEFT MY CAMERA. MY FUCKING CAMERA OH MY GODDD. but i stayed cal. too calm exactly. i wasn't worried at all cause some of the boys were still at the cottages. so, i went home and slept for about 18 hours straight. the next day, i still hasnt got my camera. and i started to worry. cause my friends didn't know a thing about it. tuesday, i wasnt at school, i got a bit of fever, and we had to leave for camping on wednesday. so i stayed home to rest. that morning, i told my old man that i lost my camera. and he was effing pissed. he was like soo frustrated. but later that afternoon, mamat came to my house to give me back my CD that he borrowed. after a bit of chatting, i went outside to accompany him. there, he told me to see his car. and when he opened the door, JENG JENG. MY CAMERA WAS THERE OHMYGOSHHH!!!! i pushed mamat while saying "ANJING LU MAAAATTTT GUE UDAH DIMARAIN ABIS2AN GATAUNYA KAMERANYA DI ELU NYETTTT" yes, i was punk'd. so asap, i uploaded the pics and 11.2 apologized for the punk'd. but that made the farewell even more memorable and unforgettable.

wellllll, that wasn't much of a wrap. but i was too excited to tell you about it. so, who cares!?

friends forever, it may be a cliché, but we are friends for ever, and our bonds are unbreakable.

i love you eleven two.

i hate love

Kata orang, kalo mau ngeblog,
tulislah perasaan paling kuat yang lagi kamu rasakan.

Well, saya lagi jatuh cinta,
dan saya ingin menulis tentang itu.

Now, this is the problem. Saya takut menulis tentang cinta. You know, tulisan tentang cinta, adalah tulisan yang paling susah untuk ditulis. Karena, sangat susah menulis tentang cinta tanpa terlihat dangdut, corny, atau downright menya-menye. Saya tidak ingin tulisan yang saya buat jadi terlihat seperti surat cinta mbak-mbak dan mas-mas pembantu rumah: “Kalau kamu jadi madu, aku jadi lebahnya.” Hoek. Atau, “Kalau kamu jadi kumbang, aku jadi sepedanya… sepeda kumbang.” Dobel hoek.

For me, what I have with you now,
lebih dari analogi yang melibatkan serangga.

Hmmmmm…

Tapi kalau mau dianalogikan, let me get a shot: falling in love with you is like prasmanan tanpa pernah terpuaskan. Semua detail-detail sifat yang kamu tawarkan: quirkiness kamu, ketidaklaziman kamu, kemengertian kamu terhadap keanehanku (begitu pun sebaliknya), seperti di tawarkan dalam piring-piring buffet dengan silver platter yang menyala rapih. Dan kuambil. Kukonsumsi. Namun, aku masih kelaparan. Lalu kuambil, kukonsumsi kembali. Dan aku, tetap kelaparan. Saya bisa menyalahkan ini kepada sifat aku yang menagih -dan tidak pernah puas-, atau kepada kamu yang terus menawarkan cita-rasa yang tak kunjung habis. Atau, kepada keduanya. I can only sum it up: I. Can’t. Get. Enough. Of. You.

Waduh. Maaf, lagi puasa,
jadi analoginya nyambung ke makanan. *teehee

Tuh kan. Maybe I can’t find cool analogies, pretty metaphors, or write a lovey dopey poem (you know, yang kayak “ketika langit tak berbintang, maka aku..”. Damn, Triple hoek dengan cuh), I definitely can’t write music. I’m a comedy writer, therefore I’m not even good with words for these kind of things.

So, I’m gonna make this ultra-simple,
the most primitive form of telling how I feel: “I love you”.

And I love being with you! I love your giggle, your silly grin, your energetic story-telling (with your hands waving aroud), your sharp bitchiness. I love our awkwardness when our hands meet, and the fact we act it cool.Oh and I love the way you walk, the way you dance, the way you sing (god, the way you sing make angels sound like Doraemon!) and how you apply your personality in a paste. I love the look in your eyes when you showed me those MJ videos, Bruce Lee interviews, those reflective eyes, longing for perfection, filled with deep thoughts and ambitions. The ambitions that I share. The way of thinking that I understand. The unconventional person, you are. You are the odd-shaped jigsaw puzzle that I’m looking to fit. And you completed me.

Thus, when they ask me: why do you love her?
I can safely say: what is not to love?

PS: There. The first rule of blogging: write what you feel. Safely done. No insects involved.

repsted from radityadika's with some parts tweaked :D:D

sepa and the after party

sepa wohooo. hem so sepa island is an island located about 90 minutes north of jakarta. and believe me. it is a B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. beach. yes people, the beach is still pristine and clear. and it is still in JAKARTA. (kinda contradicts with jakarta's shore itself eh?) the color is like reallly blue-y. white sands and pristine waters. soothing. very soothing. esp. when its sunset. ohhh the oceans are like sparkling in golden-orange rays, and the neighboring islands seems like mirages. oh and i havent gone into the best part yet.

SNORKELING. AAAAA IM CRAVING FOR MORE PLEASE I LOVE THAT BEACH OHMYGOOOODDD.

okay okay im back to my senses. thats kinda the summary. here's the story. oh yeah. i went there for a biology field trip.

so we went to dermaga 19 in ancol on friday. then theres the trip to the island. the sea near jakarta is like eww. black, murky, smells like sewers, and theres like a lot of strange insect like creatures. about 45 minutes later, the oceans turned blue. arrival, i was damn surprised. the seafloor is like 5 meters below, but i can still see corals there. DUDE THE WATERS ARE SOO CLEAR.

then theres the experiment, yadda yadda yadda, done. freetime!

i snorkled with elrich for like 2 hours, then i canoed with elrich, then i laid on the beach with elrich, i had lunch with elrich. i know what you are thinking people, we are a gay couple just friends.

okay the first day i didnt get any sunburn. but i got a long cut on my calves. damn corals -_-. but a friend of mine, jeffry, stepped on a sea urchin. and his legs are kinda paralyzed for a day. glad he's okay though.

the second day, theres another experiment. straight after the experiment, me and my teacher captured a few sea urchins. we brought them to the shore, snapped all of its needles, then gut it, and EAT IT RIGHT THERE. hows the taste? hmm i cant stand the fishy taste, but its oh soooooo delicious. and then MORE SNORKELING. this time, i went to the 5 meter depth point. and the view is oh so amazing. i cant describe it. its just too beautiful to express with words.

we went back to ancol, departing at 2pm and arrived at about 3.45pm. then i waited about an hour or so for my dad to pick me up. from marina, i went straight to pantai carnaval to see java rockin'land festival. the way there was soooooo jammed so i walked from bandar jakarta to pantai carnaval. mileage: 1.5km.

there, i waited for vella, rina, and deta. after waiting for quite a long time, i was kinda a bit furious. dude, im exhausted from sepa already. and i walked for a mile alone. so they wanted me to pick them up at bandar jakarta. for the sake of their safety, i went back. what really pushed my buttons was the fact that they're strolling while im rushing. mileage: 3km. so on the way back to pantai carnaval, i didnt say a word to them. but i did sell my excess ticket to a calo. mileage: 4.5 km. so i didnt talk to them until we are in the crowd watching secondhand serenade. the fact that i watched secondhand serenade didn't really amuse me. what really made me happy was the fact that who am i watching it with. who? find it yourself people! thats privacy! *teehee.

after watching it, we walked back to bandar jakarta mileage: 6km. we ate at bandar jakarta, and the bill kinda surprised me. the fish was 200k. zzz. and the sum of others are about 100k. that includes crabs, scallops, clams, and rice. yeah, we went home after that. it was about 1am at that time. the girls slept at the back, and i, was guiding the driver. he was kinda new to ancol so i guided him. zzz.

i was home at about 1.30am, took a shower, and crashed. ahhh, home sweet home.

well then thats all folks! adieu!

kepada kamu, dengan penuh kebencian

Kepada kamu,
Dengan penuh kebencian.

Aku benci jatuh cinta. Aku benci merasa senang bertemu lagi dengan kamu, tersenyum malu-malu, dan menebak-nebak, selalu menebak-nebak. Aku benci deg-degan menunggu kamu online. Dan di saat kamu muncul, aku akan tiduran tengkurap, bantal di bawah dagu, lalu berpikir, tersenyum, dan berusaha mencari kalimat-kalimat lucu agar kamu, di seberang sana, bisa tertawa. Karena, kata orang, cara mudah membuat orang suka denganmu adalah dengan membuatnya tertawa. Mudah-mudahan itu benar.

Aku benci terkejut melihat SMS kamu nongol di inbox-ku dan aku benci kenapa aku harus memakan waktu begitu lama untuk membalasnya, menghapusnya, memikirkan kata demi kata. Aku benci ketika jatuh cinta, semua detail yang aku ucapkan, katakan, kirimkan, tuliskan ke kamu menjadi penting, seolah-olah harus tanpa cacat, atau aku bisa jadi kehilangan kamu. Aku benci harus berada dalam posisi seperti itu. Tapi, aku tidak bisa menawar, ya?

Aku benci harus menerjemahkan isyarat-isyarat kamu itu. Apakah pertanyaan kamu itu sekadar pancingan atau retorika atau pertanyaan biasa yang aku salah artikan dengan penuh percaya diri? Apakah kepalamu yang kamu senderkan di bahuku kemarin hanya gesture biasa, atau ada maksud lain, atau aku yang-sekali lagi-salah mengartikan dengan penuh percaya diri?

Aku benci harus memikirkan kamu sebelum tidur dan merasakan sesuatu yang bergerak dari dalam dada, menjalar ke sekujur tubuh, dan aku merasa pasrah, gelisah. Aku benci untuk berpikir aku bisa begini terus semalaman, tanpa harus tidur. Cukup begini saja.

Aku benci ketika kamu menempelkan kepalamu ke sisi kepalaku, saat kamu mencoba untuk melihat sesuatu di handycam yang sedang aku pegang. Oh, aku benci kenapa ketika kepala kita bersentuhan, aku tidak bernapas, aku merasa canggung, aku ingin berlari jauh. Aku benci aku harus sadar atas semua kecanggungan itu…, tapi tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa.

Aku benci ketika logika aku bersuara dan mengingatkan, “Hey! Ini hanya ketertarikan fisik semata, pada akhirnya kamu akan tahu, kalian berdua tidak punya anything in common,” harus dimentahkan oleh hati yang berkata, “Jangan hiraukan logikamu.”

Aku benci harus mencari-cari kesalahan kecil yang ada di dalam diri kamu. Kesalahan yang secara desperate aku cari dengan paksa karena aku benci untuk tahu bahwa kamu bisa saja sempurna, kamu bisa saja tanpa cela, dan aku, bisa saja benar-benar jatuh hati kepadamu.

Aku benci jatuh cinta, terutama kepada kamu. Demi Tuhan, aku benci jatuh cinta kepada kamu. Karena, di dalam perasaan menggebu-gebu ini; di balik semua rasa kangen, takut, canggung, yang bergumul di dalam dan meletup pelan-pelan…

aku takut sendirian.

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by raditya dika, reposted by aditz

bakar duit

woo these last days of holiday are seriously draining my savings. zzz.

two days ago i went to puri, yesterday i went to sency, today puri, next week dufan, next month secondhand serenade concert, im buying the tickets this (or next) week. thats why it's still in holiday expenses-_-'

ahh and facebook has been like hell. it doesn't load, DNS failure, blah blah blah. when it loads, one page loads in like, 5 minutes. ahh. reminds me of the old telkomnet instan. hmm, good times, good times.

adieu!

gloomy

im in a bad mood for the last couple of days. like nothing makes me happy. my mom kinda talked about it last night, she said i've changed, and she asked if something happened. all i can say to her is "nothing". yep, i can only lie. i cant really tell whats happenin inside my mind right now.

yes, im thinking about a girl.
a girl who made me melt like butter.
a girl who made my life seem brighter despite life is a big disappointment.
a girl who made me try so hard to change.
a girl that was really close to me.
a girl impossible to find.
the girl who disappoints me just like what life did to me.

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

an urge to blog

yah inilah blog yg uda gua lupain sejak inet gua DIputus (sama babe) skitar 4 bulan lalu. akhirny skrg gara2 rapor gua mending, inet kembali ke rumah gua.

gilak.

yah gua jd bingung ngomong apa. gua cuma td kaget liat blognya zeph, jd keren bgt. gaul. gua juga pengen kae gitu. cuma maklum, tiap plajaran komputer di skul gua madol. mentok2 pake adobe buat crop doang. zzzzzz.
o iya. gua lum smped beli tiket a7x ne. ngomong ma babe aja belon. pengen ngomong, takut digamparin bolak-balik, ga ngomong, gua gamparin gua bolak-balik. sama aja. goblok. speaking of rock, kmaren gua liat Epiphone Les Paul Custom Alpine White Finish-nya kim. anjeng itu keren bgt. bayangin bo. 2 Alnico Classic Humbucker, 3-way pickup switch, all mahogany body, long sustain. anjeng. mana dy beli dengan harga 5 juta "doang" lagi. *FYI, harga pasaran 7-10jt*

kebalikan buat nael. minggu lalu dy liat2 inet buat nyari gitar listrik, uda liat Epiphone, ESP, PRS, Fender, Squier, ampe Gibson. ampe 3 hari lalu, dy jd beli gitar. babenya ama dy k toko gitar (gua lupa namanya) dan blablablablabla,,,,, dy jadi beli 1 gitar. pas diliat pertama dari body, katanya "anjing, stratocaster!" diliat, diliat, pickup, neck, trakir, diatas neck ada tulisan: YAMAHA PACIFICA. JEGER. dari slash jadi toto tewel dahPacificaStratocaster

Mirip kan?

oh skrg gue inget yg bikin gua pengen nulis blog. klo dari blog trakir gua di friendster ada post ttg promnite, dan gua minta maap ma seseorang, GUE SKRG DAH BAEAN SAMA DIA. GYAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
jd pas gua retret, about a month ago, gue inget bgt. jem stengah 9 gitu pas lg talent show, hp gua geter (i know, i know, we're not supposed to turn that thing on) gua liat ada tulisan "New Message from: *****(dia)" GUE KAGET STENGAH MATI. GUE NGERASA KESAMBER GLEDEK, TRUS MALEM TIBA2 JADI TERANG, MANUSIA BETERBANGAN KAYAK BULU AYAM. KIAMAT *lebai*
gua gag brani baca dulu. gua takut isinya adalah kata2 makian dari dia, gua ngumpulin keberanian, tarik napas panjang, push up 20x, lari kliling lapangan 3x(buset dah. lo mang mo ngapain dit) akhirnya gua brani. layaknya ade ray minum irex. Uoh!

gua baca kata pertama, ADIT. wow! ampun! maknyus! hum hallelujah!. okay that's exaggerating.
lalu kata kedua, GUA.
kata ketiga, MAU.
kata keempat, MINTA.
ini yang bikin gua kaget stengah mampus, MAAF.
i said, apa bersetubuh? (what the fuck?) after all she said to me, she apologized? gua stengah gak percaya.
gua reply dengan nada gag percaya. "hah, napa lo? kesambet?"
well, to make a long story short, she aid something that made me smile.